I love how God has orchestrated things ahead of time. He knew that leading a Beth Moore study right now would have just been impossible. I actually finished up the last session of "Stepping Up" a week and a half before my mom died. It's also given other ladies an opportunity to lead, however...I have to say that I am really missing it. I feel a desire to lead again. I am praying and asking God if my motives are pure or not. I don't want to do it out of pride and I just don't know if that desire is pure or not. I think maybe the Holy Spirit just gave me an idea...:) If I can lead again come the new year I'm supposed to, and if I can't, then I'm not supposed to. We have limited studies on Wednesday nights and there may not be room for me to lead. Not sure if that is from Him or not...guess I'll just keep praying about it :)